I'm Giving Up On Everything?

8. January 2009 edit

  • I always use to care about things and worry about how others felt and how I felt. I use to care about what things I should or shouldn't do. Well I don't care about anything anymore. Just a few nights ago it hit me I don't give an eff about anything. I don't know whats going on with me but I just want to through away everything. I've been being stupid, doing crazy things, questioning god to much, being a complete jerk and it doesn't phase me. I even thought about smoking and doing drugs. I'm suppose to this weekend with friends, seriously I would never do anything like this before. I got in a huge fight with my mom and what should I do?


  • In order to protect ourselves, we shut off our emotions so that we do NOT feel HURT by others AnYmOrE~ I promise Kitten, YOU matter.
    From what you posted, I want you to review what you tell us here. YOU mention questioning God. GUESS what ! THAT is your clue on how to start strengthening again. As you doubt God, your behavior has worsened and you feel LESS worthy OF Gods LOVE. THIS makes you feel LOWER.
    NO person on the planet can help you ENOUGH to feel better BUT Y O U.
    YOU have to be strong enough to face all challenges, and YOU are strong enough. You just forgot RIGHT NOW, as you read, KNOW that God does NOT lie, HE loves you unconditionally and hopes for YOU to choose THE right path. ASK God to bring His peace to your heart TONIGHT. Pray and tell Him of your pain and sorrows and thank Him for your life.
    He GAVE you life, HE gave all of us life and THE choice to choose Him. WE all COULD have been abortions or miscarriages, but HE CHOSE that we would live.

    Dear God as I write this I feel the pain of this child, please dear God comfort her as she comes back to you and strengthen her . Help her to know YOUR plans for her and help her to ask your Son Jesus back into her heart. Show her her importance to YOU and with in the body of Christ.
    Amen


  • :[ all I can say is that I'm really sorry, your not alone, and if you do drugs, it might ruin any chance of your life getting better.


  • I don't know how old you are but sounds like you are young, let me say this to you DON"T MESS UP YOUR LIFE you have a whole lot of life to live and see smoking and drinking will not solve a thing it will only make it worse and make your life miserable don't question god talk to him try to build your own personal relationship with him and get down on your knees and TALK TO HIM pray to god to help you and to guide you in life he will do it take it from me i would not tell you this if i didn't know and at least there are apologies made after, some people don't know what that is or what it means i say shame on your mom and i think or at least hope she says this out of angry don't give up fight for your life don't let words or their meaning destroy you start praying and see what happens and never stop because that is where your strength will come from but please don't give up okay.... GOOD LUCK AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ps running away could cause all kinds of problems for you pray about it first..


  • I know what you're going through. I've been through it time and time again with my mom. Although she has never said she wished she'd got an abortion (that was totally wrong of her), she has said that I've made her life difficult. You need to find something you enjoy doing to get away from it all. Do you like to read? Paint? Play sports? Then, every time you are feeling like you just don't care, do what you love. I write poetry. My whole life is written down in poems. Even when I cut myself. You'll find something that you enjoy doing so much it makes every problem you have seem trivial. Good luck...


  • you didn't say how old you are. but first of all something is going on with you. i think your depressed. first off alot of people get depressed. it is totally unacceptable of your mom to say that to you. Im sure she does love you but maybe b/c she cant communicate with you as an adult. there with in lies the problem.
    1. be more of an adult than mom is
    2. dont do anything dumb or stupid to mess up your life. you know drugs are addicting.Right now that is the last thing you need to experiment with or start doing just because.
    3. if you are in school is there a teacher or a counslor you can talk to. or hey i used to go talk to my friends mom. when i needed a mom. my mother is only 15 years older than me. so you see all things are not just perfect for everyone.
    4. if you are depressed you should see your primary care doctor. they can give you some medications that will help you get thru this rough period. taking mediciation in no way means your crazy.
    5. Remember if you dont help yourself first no one will. since you recoginize something is not quite making you yourself you already have half the battle won in getting back on track.
    good luck...


  • It's not worth it.Just because your mom doesn't think past the tip of her nose doesn't mean you're worthless..like you seem to be thinking.If you start doing drugs and all that other stuff..kiss a good future goodbye.I've had the same thing happen to me,I would never do drugs.Now,I couldn't care less about what that person says to me.I KNOW I'm not worthless or anything else I've been called.Neither are you.Just think about the kind of person you would want to tell your kids about,would you want to have to tell them you did drugs?I know how it feels for apologies to mean nothing after SO many fake ones.Don't let your mom ruin your life,it really,really isn't worth it.


  • All i can say is dont do anyhting u will regret!!
    I feel for you I really do, what a nasty thing your mum said to you, thats just wrong for a parent to say something like that to her own child, I think maybe you might need to talk to a professional about it all, and so should your mother!! Please dont do anything silly like smoke drugs, honestly its not all that great.
    good luck hun!!







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